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Screw everything ! Screw school, cu tot ce mi se baga pe gat in fiecare zi, sub pretextul penibil ca "o sa ai nevoie de asta intr-o zi", screw privirile superioare si ifosele de oameni care au cu 10 ani mai mult decat mine si tot stiu mai putine decat stiam eu in anul I, screw all those nights I spend learning and learning and thinking about tomorrow like it`s gonna be a whole different universe if I do good on a stupid test that doesn`t even matter.
La gunoi cu toate parerile din categoria "iti bati joc de viata ta daca nu stai diseara acasa", cu toata dezaprobarea din ochii vostri atunci cand imi iau a cincea bere, cu banii pe care ii cheltui ca sa ma simt bine, orice ar insemna asta, `the hell with everything we`ve accomplished in 4 years if we`re willing to throw it away just because we dissaprove with this and that, la gunoi cu parerile de rau dintr-o dimineata mahmura. All those nights I spent with my friend Jack, all those times I danced and felt good about it, all those people I know and I don`t even remember where from, who cares about that ?
Fuck the pills I`m taking and are not working, fuck prejudecati, diferente de varsta si de mentalitate, distante, fuck the lame excuse I use not to get close to a guy, fuck my memories and my clinging so bad to them. Fuck you for making me feel I`m worth nothing, and you for making me depend on you, and you for making me believe in unreal things and you, for thinking of other people instead of me.
Forget the family I don`t have, stop thinking of all those times I deserved living and didn`t, forget all the fights and yelling at home, forget trusting and sharing without getting anything back. Forget suicide and childish behaviour and fears and loneliness.
Screw everything. "No more walls". Tonight, it`s my turn !

And most of all, screw you guys, aia carora nu le convine romgleza mea. This entry is totally about me and this is who I am.

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